got a place inside it.

yoyoyo blogspot,

how is life in your respective parts of the world?

cause shit here is pretty good,
yesterday i got 9 hours taken out of my school week, and two hours chagned into art class,
and today i'm taking my compulsory free day to go to museums and art galleries and taking to train to belgium, which means, no sport!
good day today.
also i got a rasta benie from my cousin,
which he bought in belize, aparently the laziest country in the world,
it populated by the families of ex-slaves who spend all day getting stonned and all of the work in the entire country is done by the menonites.
it's like the next best thing to a rasta benie from jamaica.

and i got two photography books out from the library, cause i'm a total badass,
Erwin Olaf and Sanne Sannes, both of whom are fantastic
(first is erwin olaf, seccond is sanne sannes)
and i got some new clothing things,
of which there will eventually be photo's:
mickey mouse razorback dress, de warehuis
yellow versacie dress (that's actually way too short for me to wear it a as dress, but hey), de warehuis
lsd print shirt, episode
denim and suede jacket, de warehuis
blue leggins, from my aunt
psycadelic shiney jacket, home made
soup can dress/ skirt, home made
and
super comfy black t-shirt, de warehuis.

de warehuis is the absolute best place for good deals in leiden, episode is much more classy and everything there is great, but it does cost quite a bit more.
so i think i'll probably go to the warehuis again this weekend and have a squiz.

in other news, i hate stargazer hairdye,
it's shit, and it's like the only thing they sell in this whole city,
bullshit.
i have to go to another city to buy hair dye from now onward.

and i got a call back from one of the places i applied for a job, but i missed it cause i was in school and they haven't called back yet.
i hate waitng,
there are also three things coming for me in the mail, and i am sick to shit of waiting.
it's nobodies fault, i'm just impatient.

also, VIKING CAMP IN ICELAND I'M BOOKING TICKETS TODAY FUCK YES!!!!!
i'm also trying for a camp to motivate gypsies in hungary, but there is sligthly less enthusiasm, cause:
vikings > gypsies.
plus viking camp doesn't involve motivating people.

and yeah, my knee's scabbed and there ain't no ink there anymore, which bums, maybe i'll try again, maybe this is the end until i'm 18 and i can do it properly.
we shall see when my body stops hurting.

this is to the best of my memory all for now,
there may be a poker night this weekend, and there will be jazz.

and, you know just for lol, here is some cross posting of things that i have loved from my tumblr:

oh yeah, i'm thinking about getting an undercut, opinions?

to be listen to with this: http://something-awesome.tumblr.com/post/519186392/christopher-walken-cocorosie-miracle

it's in the water.

well well well blogspot,
it has been a while.
proportionally, everythings happened since last blog,
but that's still not very much.

i tried e for the first time two weeks ago, though it does feel like considerably more than that.
it was amazing.
now i know as someone that has seen for years what even soft drugs can do to fuck up your life i shouldn't really be doing drugs, and i should even less be advocating other people trying them,
but god damn it my brothers poor judgement should not effect my ability to have fun and recommend having fun to everyone around me,
it's fucking exciting and i will do it if i bloody well want to,
which i do, because it is great.
you should want to try it too.

don't get addicted to drugs though kids.

anyway, after that total awesomeness my aunt and uncle took me to Belgium,
we drove,
this is totally mind blowing to me.

Belgium is pretty sweet, it's all really old, and there are big ass churches and castels and that kind of thing, and just generally i quite like it.
there was a church in Antwerp in which you were allowed to take photo's so i took full advantage of that, as you will see below.

and then i just chilled for the rest of the holiday,
it was pleasant.

this week however i was back at school, which was piss boring really,
it's school what do you expect?
i am in a new class though, which is not really anything other than i am in a new class.

i am quite possibly the most boring and indifferent person on the face of the planet, seriously.

and on friday i dyed my hair, finally, which is the real reason this blog is being writen,
because i promissed savannah that i would update my blog AS SOON AS I DYE MY HAIR,
which was two days ago, but you know, afterward i went to the lazerus, because i can totes go to bars now, and yesterday was the anniversary of my cousins death, which was thankfully much less depressing that i had though it would be, but it meant i was at dinner last night.
anyway, the point of that is, i dyed my hair.


(feel free to play whatever awesome psycadelic music you would like to accompany this video.)
(also if you do this, you should tell me what you choose.)
i was going for blue, which mostly worked, though as you can see, was not entirely successful at the top.
also this weekend i bought this book:

it is really fantastic.
it's a whole collection of photo's that use the symbol of the cross,
which if you know me you will know is pretty much the perfect book for me.
(i have a huge love for religious imagery, mostly the cross)

that's really all that's happened, also it was Carlien's birthday on thursday,
but she has been mysteriously missing from the interenet since Wednesday so i havn't wished her a happy birthday yet, which is truly appalling of me, but that's not so much of a happening as a not happening, on my part at least.
and i've been applying for jobs at a whole bunch of places too, but that hasn't come to anything as of yet, another non-happening.

what will be happening though is that i have to go to an open day at an art school in rotterdam in two weeks, (if i don't they might try to get me to leave school because i obviously completely wasting their time), so that should be interesting at the very least.

and yes, i do not see any sort of updates from people in New Zealand, so you should hurry up and do that before you complain that i don't update enough, yes i am looking at you frances, but also other people with blogs/access to blogs.

love Ana.

i wrote this two weeks ago, photo's took SO long to upload. sorry. this isn't even half of them
i'll write another blog this weekend, after art school open day.

everyone's a star in his eyes

hola peeps.

i am soz for the negative energy,
but you know, bored, tired, on the other side of the world.
shit happens.

anyway, i feel i need to update shit around here, as in on the internet,
so later this evening i will inundate my flikr account with a whole bunch o'shit that might go up on da and lookbook and here, and then you wonderful people can tell which one's you think are worth putting up places.
if you're in the mood that is.

anyway, there's that to look foward to, and i got moved up a level in my school, new class soon.

pretty sure that's it,
despite polishing my scales and bicycle daily i still don't have a freaky dutch boyfriend.
how sad.

anyway, i almost forgot it was valentines day today,
obviously i did not get any valentines.

and yes, that is all.

Love Ana.

.

like a placebo

holla blog peoples,

it's the same old shit here, it's cold, i'm bored, i have no life and so on and so forth.
i just thought you might like to know i have no life,
and that shit is boring,
and that it's the same here.


god i wish i were more extroverted.


love Ana.


p.s
i know this also makes my blog a yawn.
sorry.

p.p.s
i did not mean to be this depressing
or apathetic
or boring.
sorry again.

now that you're back from the dead.

Hello blog,

i am sincerely sorry that i abandoned you for such a long time,

but i am lazy, and disorganized, and tired,

and we always knew it would happen eventually.

hello people in new zealand,

and people in other parts of the world that follow me.

holland is rough, it's cold, and people here don't really like me much.

i keep trying to do stuff and then not being bothered.

and i just want a fucking nap!

i gots me a tumblr,

and a floral jumpsuit,

and glittery nails,

and a cat,

and a trip to paris,

and a trip to new york.

sorry frances, but i don't have a freaky boyfriend yet.

my brain is to tired to write you anything proper,
so you can have some photo's,

and the knowledge that i exist,

and I love you,

and i miss you more each day.

i hope you're all happy, and that summer is satisfying,

and that some day soon i stop feeling so jaded.

i'm a bit up and down on this trip to be honest.

but once i have a life i'm sure it'll be great.

here is jumpsuit:

and here is tumblr: http://another-memory-scarred.tumblr.com/

which is mostly for my entertainment, but you're free to look.

and here is holland:

and i cut my fringe, but anyways, here are my anils.



love ana.

ps, i also got a skype, you should get one too, then add me: Ana de pont

keep this scene inside your head.

dear blog,

i have now been in holland for 10 days,
there have been some firsts,
like walking over a lake last night,
and getting an x-ray today, because i then fell over and they thought i had broken my wrist,
there have also been some very familiar patterns,
like the fact that my curtains have been shut since i got here,
and everything in my room is overflowing with stuff.

it's been good though,
i kinda already feel at home, I've like half forgotten my parents still exist back in new zealand,
it's a little strange,
and there has been so much snow,
apparently there's going to be a lot more this weekend,
and all of Europe is running out of salt because of it, so some people have resorted to using bath salts, which apparently do work to melt snow...?
it's all completely foreign to me.

i've also already ruined a pair of my pants,
typical,
and my parents don't want to buy me new one's of the internet,
also typical.

school is ok,
not hugely interesting for the most part,
there was a somewhat interesting conversation about symbolism in pottery class yesterday with a whole bunch of Arabs,
but that's about all really,
don't really have any friends, but everyone's civil, it's all kinda meh there for me to be honest.
I suppose that probably has something to do with the fact that I'm kinda meh right now.
a meh attitude makes life meh.
meh.

ok, so i feel there is a need for some imagery, but i have not as of yet emptied my camera, so i went fishing through the copious ammounts of photo's i brought with me on my usb (by which i mean external hard drive) , here are some from around chrimbo time:

i miss you a little New Zealand,
you've never come this close to breaking my arm,
and you have people who actually want to spend time with me.

don't think i don't love it here though,
i'm going places this summer, it will be exciting.

love Ana.