It's hard to see you again.

hello!

today was the last day of my high school career in New Zealand,
i am never going to go back to western springs to learn again.
it gives me a weird gut wrenching feeling in the pit of my stomach,
i don't know that i'm sad per say, it's just a bizzare thought,
it came to early.

but i did get a beautiful graduation present from my parents:

and i saw new moon, it was as amusingly crap as i expected,
and the ticket guy was called Eugene,
i loved him.

some love Ana.

I'll be your ether.

toast,
it tastes good.

i think toast is probably my favourite thing about not being at school,
i swear if they had a toaster there i would enjoy it so much more.anyway, i finally used my camera properly today, i was pleased with the results.
i have uploaded a couple of photos to my flickr (i have a flickr btw, i don't think anyone knew)
http://www.flickr.com/photos/bone-machine/

and here is a preview to entice you:
i have also uploaded this to deviantart,
because i like it.

and yeah, i actually revised a bit today, so yay for me
and i earned $25 babysitting this morning.
it's a good life today.

Love Ana

I wanna say I do.

greetings mystical land of the internet,

the photo above is old, but i never got around to editing or uploading it, so here it is.

my SD card and Camera bag arrived in the mail today,
i am happy.
my camera finally feels complete.

also today i listen to death from above and avoided doing Media revision by cleaning my room,
which lead to me finding a rather hilarious note from josephine that said
"once upon a time Ana loved josephine, then josephine went mental and now she doesn't"
which is sort of josephines weird way of sayin she hopes we're friends forever i think,
anyway, i kept it.

also, next week, when exams are over,
i'll post some stuff from whiteclifes becaise it was AMAZING.
actually just here's a taster
there was even a collection based on one of the loves of my life
Salvador Dali

anyway, as of this coming sunday, i will have exactly one month left in New Zealand,
it's getting so close and it freaks me out.
I am still very excited though.
holland is somewhat my promissed land.

anyway, there is lots going on in my life right now, and i am glad exams are nearly over, and i'm looking foward to going to the zoo with Ary and maddy? after classics, so lifes good i supose.

but, i need some with a car to help me out with my birthday, it can be your parents car we just don't have two cars any more so we need someone else to drive some people down,
any voulenteers?

aaaaaaaaaaaaaand,
nothing else i think.
i've got a notebook to keep track of ideas in for this purpose exactly so if I think of anything i will write it down, and you will know.

Love Ana

you don't know how you're coming across

hello.

two days ago it was my birthday,
i'm officially 17!
yay me.

and i got my amazing canon eos 1000D,
but i didn't get an sd card from my brother,
and seeing as he's back to stealing money from my parents i think he may just be lying when he says he has one.
i may invest in one myself,
$10 from dick smith.

so anyway, you have no photos of all the nice things in my life right now because my brother is a dick that wont give me my present!

anyways, back to playing school of wizardry on face book and listening to the new placebo b-sides from battle for the sun,
it really is never ending.

trying my best not to forget.

hey blogland.


did you know, that exam prep is really really fucking boring, and it makes me want to give up and do fuck all.

to be fair i can almost garantee that i will get a merit for the year if i get ONE merit credit in exams,
but you never know with art boards,
and i'm not doing year thirteen,
so these are the grades that will get me into uni.
i should be going for excellence.

i'm just shit bored of it.

today was fun though,
i went with ziggy and jose while ziggy got a tattoo,
it looked way less painful than i though it would,
and it apparently is way less painful than i thought it would be.
I've decided i'm going to to get this:
as my first tattoo,

and this:
as my seccond.

make a deal with god

hello blog!

today was my last proper day of school.
it feels so, so bizzar to think i wont ever be having proper leason at my school EVER again. ever.
on the upside i'm getting a prize tomorrow, probably for effort but hey, it's a prize.
and i had a really good halloween, it was the first time i havn't trick or treated since i was like 5, but i enjoyed it anyway.
i was a fly.

plus i have already passed the year, and i will most likely get a merit or excellence or merit endorsement, which is good for applying for uni when i get back from holland.
it feels bizzar that i'm going to Holland so soon, less than two months, and i have so much i want to do before then.
i will only have 29 days between end of exams and leaving for holland, like exactly, and i have to make several jumpsuits go, see where the wild things are, make a surrealist movie about corn chips, pack, have a birthday party, an end of exams party, a farewell party, make some shirts, print off a whole bunch of photos for holland, print shirts, watch at least 20 movies, catch up on all the true blood i missed, and sleep.
but that's it, i think.
probabaly not.

i will be busy, to say the least,
and i wanted to have my heart leotard done for proze giving tomorrow, but it probably wont happen.

life is busy, but good.

and some lovely images:
Luxirare

deviantart


love Ana
p.s it's the 40th aniversary of seasame st today.
the yellow tutu is entirely coincedental,
but don't i look big bird esque?